INSIDE YOURSELF

INSIDE YOURSELF

Published 30.03.2018 | By Йосиф

It has been often discussed that we have to direct our attention inside ourselves. Now I will try to describe the problems during this process.
I have many times repeated that the consciousness is an energy traffic warden and to whatever direction it has been lead, this is the direction our energy flows. Therefore there are spheres in life and in our own essence that we constantly enlighten with our attention, and others remain left behind, because we don’t pay any attention to them. The thing left in a shadow we call it sub-consciousness, i.e. “something vague and not serious”. Render yourself an account how many times a day you say “It seems to me… something…, but it looks like it is only in my imagination.” or “I feel a little remorse, but if everybody does it this way, I will too.” It doesn’t matter if you say it with the same words – the meaning is similar. And this is the main reason for the existence of the sub-consciousness.
The main objective with directing yourself inside is exactly the enlightening of everything, which stays in a shadow – to start clearly realize the processes that pass there. And the main reason for the appearance of the sub-consciousness is our identification, i.e. our idea about ourselves, of what we think we are. The fact that we admit the existence of the multi-dimensional space and the possibility to possess other bodies except the material one, is absolutely not enough, this is just a pale and short-lived spark in the darkness. To get a real effect we must not exclude our other bodies from our consciousness and to constantly observe the processes in there.
At this stage we are mainly interested in six bodies of ours: material, astral (animal soul), mental (human soul), divine soul (Conscious Self), Spirit (Higher Self) and Divine body (I AM). When we are not reincarnated in the material world, old souls have only divine soul (Conscious Self), Spirit (Higher Self) and Divine body (I AM). Our soul or our Conscious Self is the most supreme body, which has been realized separately from God, but it is free from all earthly illusions. Our Spirit or our Higher Self inhabits the angels world and by this body we are ALWAYS angels, we don’t become such at a certain stage of our life. Through our divine body, or the I AM presence, we are inhabitants of the Divine world and like all creatures inhabiting this world, we are all Gods. Our Higher Self and our Divine Self are almost all the time realized in unity with the Oneness and that’s why they have access to the common knowledge and abilities.
When we are on the road of the reincarnation, before we are born, we create from our own matter consecutively first our mental body and then the astral one. As the matter in the physical world is too inert, we cannot the same way (by will manipulations of the consciousness) create our physical body, it has to be raised the way we all know. Therefore in these newly created bodies there are no recorded memories from our past lives and the wisdom and experience, accumulated for millions of years. In them there are memories and experience only from our present life.
I also have to clarify that all the worlds consist of mainly two types of energy: male energy (electricity, mind) of Father-God and the female energy (magnetism, feelings) of Mother-God. The difference is only in the fineness, in the density of the matter. Therefore in each body we have separate mind and feelings, separate memory. Only in the Supreme absolute these energies are totally balanced and this is why He is perfect. In the rest of our bodies there is a superiority of one or the other energy. Thus the physical world has predominantly male (electricity) energy, the astral one has predominantly female (magnetism), the mental is with predominant electricity, the spiritual – predominant magnetism etc. – a repetition at an interval of one – and the finer the world is, the more both energy become more balanced.
For all these bodies the consciousness is just one and what we think we are, this is what our consciousness realizes. If we think we are just a physical body, our consciousness enlightens only this body, everything rest remains in a shadow and we cannot manage to distinct (or we can barely distinct) the processes inside. For example, in our astral body, where magnetism prevails, are accumulated the energies of the emotions we have experienced. The astral thoughts are weak and don’t influence substantially on our behaviour. On the contrary, our thoughts have been accumulated in our mental body, the mental emotions have no significance.
Our consciousness, like everything else, is energy and in order to move from one body to another it has to increase and reduce its frequencies, so that it can realize (interact with) the frequencies of the respective body. When our consciousness is in the main material body, in order to move to the finer bodies, it has to increase the vibrations, because all the other bodies have higher frequencies. The increase is reached by positive thoughts and feelings – remember the expression “I was in the seventh heaven”. The decrease is reached by negative moods and thoughts and then you don’t realize anything but your material body. In a bad mood one can never be creative, “your muse is not with you”, isn’t it right?
When you are positively disposed first your consciousness reaches your astral body and there all your emotions you felt during this life are. They grab your consciousness (in the basis of all emotions is fear) and reduce your vibrations and the consciousness is landed again in the physical body. This is why fears strongly restrict the intellectual capabilities of most people. If the accumulated emotions are not so strong and don’t overtake your consciousness, on the wings of the positive attitude you can reach the mental body. There the strongest energies are the mass thoughts (egregores) – insinuation by the upbringing and manners, education, mass consciousness etc. As an illustration I can bring to your attention an insignificant example, but there are millions like it, which impede the ascension of our consciousness upwards, in our finer bodies. Some people have made the spelling rules their idol and try to make all around them to bow before their “god”. Everyone who doesn’t share their idolatry are defined as illiterate, stupid, limited and many more.
Can you imagine how you could keep the positive attitude if you clash with such limitation as an absolutized rule? Your consciousness is instantly collapsed back in the material world. Only the lack of any limitations in the creative rush can climb your consciousness to the higher bodies. The different creators manage one or another way, but this is not deliberate realization, because the mass culture doesn’t allow such.
The aim of the spiritual road is to realize all your bodies, that you become one integrated creature, i.e. we face a very difficult task to overcome all the accumulated strong and unbalanced energies (and not only to overcome them, but not to let the accumulation to continue), which take possession of the consciousness and impede it to move freely. The next obstacle is our divine soul. There are the memories of all our reincarnations and a very valuable experience and wisdom, but because our soul is predominantly female energy, the strongest energies recorded in it are the feeling and the emotions, accumulated through all our lives. I don’t mean all of them in total, because in one life one of the energies have been accumulated, others have been reduced because of their rare use, in the other life it is in a totally different way and it is very rarely to accumulate energies from the same kind. In our divine soul is situated what they call “causal” or “karmic” body and it consists of exactly those accumulated energies.
The best thing would be if we could manage to realize our Spirit, our Higher Self and the I AM presence. There we get access to the treasury of knowledge and abilities of the Universe, there are no unbalanced energies here. But you can understand that this realization is not possible when you are in the consciousness of separation from God – there is no way to get a synchronicity between the energies of the Universal oneness and the energies of your unclear image that you are a separate creature. Here we get to the fundamental question – your idea that you are a separate creature form the mind of the antichrist, the dual consciousness, rushing from one extreme to the other. And the mind of Christ is something entirely different – the golden mean, the thing that connects the male and the female energies of God, The Divine Love, the Son-God. It should be now clear for you that while you throw yourself from one extreme to the other, there is no way to reach the golden mean, the consciousness of Christ. And the jumping from one extreme to the other is caused by all those unbalanced energies in all your bodies I wrote above. You can’t balance them until you don’t realize them, i.e. until your consciousness enlightens them brightly. You have to constantly monitor yourself and to look for the reasons that make you act one or another way. When you realize these hidden processes you will not continue automatically accumulate these energies and you will make this process deliberately controlled. The accumulated energies, after you stop adding constantly new ones, will GRADUALLY reduce and thus you will GRADUALLY balance yourself.
The self-monitoring and the self-controlling is exactly this turning inside yourself, which is so topical nowadays. Nothing outside is more important than the accomplishment of a unified consciousness – the dual consciousness will immediately make you think that you have to isolate yourself from the rest of the world, and the mind of Christ says that the things outside you should be put aside, that they are not major in your life. Beside the enlightenment of your consciousness through self-control, in order to help yourself with the overcoming of the accumulated disharmony and separation from God, can be supported by different spiritual techniques. For example, the repetition of different prayers – there is no significant use of the automatic repetition; the effect is reached when the thought, the intention is increased with the emotion, the feeling put in the prayer. You can make an appeal to the God Shiva, who is specialized in the destruction of old accumulations and the release of space for new ones. You should repeat: “Om mani padme hum! (short pause) Shiva!!!” (33 times).
You can never cope with your problems until you don’t start loving yourself, and you can’t love yourself until you don’t stop judging, i.e. you have to overcome the fears that make you feel unworthy. With a pure consciousness you can love yourself – this is how you love God – you are a part of him, right? But unfortunately many people take this advice and start not judging themselves no matter what they have done, just like the freedom to jump from one extreme to the other. Do not favour the spiritual techniques – they are just auxiliary. The main work that has to be done is through the deliberate self-monitoring. Anyhow, creative work is a deliberate process – this is the instrument that has to be learnt very well. Good luck!
Translated by Anna Karshovska
15/06/2012